28 March, Tuesday
Tbh I’m feeling depressed (can one feel depressed or is it that one is depressed). Um.. I’m just sad, and I feel (/it feels) empty. Okay, now I’m crying (not full on, but just tears in my eyes, silent crying (?)).
I’m fine. Sigh
I feel sad when you know, people don’t reciprocate the same way. I know, I shouldn’t have expectations but I just can’t help it. It’s like something inbuilt. Silly me. Have no expectations from anyone anymore, okay, understood? (I’m talking to myself. Yup)
I don’t feel restless now. I feel tired. Despite not doing anything strenuous.
College ends soon. I’m happy. Others are worried that it’ll be a new life, there’s uncertainty to it blah blah. But I’m cool. Despite the fact that I don’t have a job yet. But I’m cool. It’ll all be alright. Yep. I’m positive about it.
I won’t go mad.
Having a job is crucial. It gives you some purpose in life. Even though it might be mechanical and mundane but better than having nothing to do.
Listening to random songs. With no lyrics.
I’ll get going now.
Love ya ❤
PS: Thank you for everything 🙂