Not much to say

25 February, Saturday
11:13 pm

Right. So, hello.

I suppose you’re doing fine. And I’m alright, I think.

I don’t have a lot to say. Oh! I did get my learner’s license today. Yeah, and it was a long day today, and I didn’t study much. Nada tbh. I should start soon. You would, won’t you. Hopefully, I will.

I’m excited, kind of, for the classes beginning 5th. It’s a Sunday. I’ll get to learn so much. And more than anything else, I’m happy about the knowledge I’d attain (no kidding though). I know it sounds nerdy, but that’s how it is. I think I’ll enjoy those subjects.
Not so much technical overload, it’ll be lighter. Though there’ll be a lot of stuff to absorb, but I’m fine with it 🙂

I’m happy that college is ending. I know, usually people aren’t so psyched about it, but I think college hasn’t been the usual happy carefree experience for me. Um.. there’s been a fair bit of (what’s the word) stormy waters that I’ve had to sail through. Weird vibes. Obfuscating relationships (?). Heartbreaks. People stomping all over my heart.

Eh.

I’ve had my share. But I’ve met some lovely people too. I think in the end it boils down to the company you share (keep(?)). Going through such stuff made me realise who actually matter. To whom do I really matter..

I wouldn’t want to live these 4 years again. I know. But, it’s okay. These little things make me who I am.
I could have done so much more. Been a beautiful butterfly.
Run away from people who give you the heebie-jeebies. You really cannot force yourself to like someone. Vice-versa. It just happens. And it’s mutual, I guess, to an extent.

But it’s okay. I got to see both the worlds. The good, the bad. It made me appreciate all the goodness around me.

Yeah. I think I’ve said a lot more than not much. Thanks for bearing with me.

Also, I hope to get above 85% (somewhere around 86-87%) this semester. Btw I got 85.3% last semester. Yup. Thanks! For everything.

And I will get down with the studying. I’m such a big procrastinator -.-

Yeah. So see you soon.

Copper
Lots of love
Someone you know

I am (or was) a little sad..

26 April, Tuesday
6:50 pm

*Sigh*

Had an exam today. It didn’t go that well. Not proportional to the efforts I had put it. Sigh (again)
I was kind of a little sad when the paper got over. People were happy with how their paper went, but not me. Alas. There was a 5 marker. I had rattofied, knew all the points by heart, but.. eh.
Ahh. That’s why sometimes I feel like all this is moh maya (illusion and shizz).

Anyway.
I’ll start studying for tomorrow’s exam. Wish me goodluck!

I’ll part on a cheerful note though.
This is life, so it’s okay. All part of it. Light and shadow.
All cool!

See ya!
Love you loads
Muaaahhhhh..

God save me!

23 April, Saturday
2:45 am

Hello

Exams from Monday. It’s that time of the semester again! Yup. Exam time. Second minors then majors. I haven’t studied much yet. Didn’t get much time. Had to go to college yesterday too. Sigh.

Anyway, I just hope I score above 80% in this semester. Last semester it was 79%.

I been procrastinating studying since soo long today. Ahhhhhh. Escaping it. Now stop with this talk. Seriously. I’m so.. idk.. it’s all my doing. End minute studies. Alright. Deep breath.
How can I be so foolish? Making the same mistakes, same promises again and again.

It’ll be fine. I have another day. Yes. It’ll be fine.

Now, just pull up your socks and give your best. You can do it. Yes! I can do it.

Go on.

Goodnight now.
Got loads to study.

Exams! Yeah, again.

11 September, Friday
11 am

Hmmm..

Hey. I am alright. And yeah, exams from monday, once again.

I studied a little, very little, here and there over this week. High time I get serious, but once again who am I kidding?

It’s the same cycle every effing time. At least, I had the realisation a bit earlier than when I do every time.

Don’t you worry! All’s under control. Dreaming of a second life (pathetic), when I ain’t living the first one perfectly. Of course, I’m no batman. Haha 😀 Batman.. things I think.

Old habits die hard.

Anyway, I’m hungry. Will grab something to eat. Take a bath and start with the ‘studies’. (I woke up pretty late today, 10 am).

Oh.

It’s 11:20. Had breakfast just now.

Might be having a lazy attitude. I really don’t know. Anyway, I’ll get going now.

Wish me goodluck. ‘Great things await me’

Everything is falling into place.

Love you loads.. Muaahhhhhhh

P.S: You’re beautiful. Smart. Kind. Charming. Just be happy. I won’t say be the way you are, because as we of know I’m not the best person someone could be, full of flaws and all. So, strive to be a better better person. Polish. Tweak. Refine.

The world’s your platter. Have fun! 😀

Mundane everyday

8 May, Tuesday
9:10 pm

So, hello! 😀

Not as happy as I seem and certainly not as sad as I might be.
^ makes much sense? Well, who cares! 😛
Yeah, just kidding.

What’s up in my life?
You must be wondering, were you?
Well, maybe you weren’t. Who am I to give so much importance to my life.

Exams are on. Ending on 4th June. Then from 5th I’ll start with my summer internship. Excited much?
Well, haven’t started studying yet for the exam on Thursday. I had studied only a little on Friday, last week. Still have a lot to do. I should start with it now. It’s ‘Theory of Machines’, just in case you were wondering 😛

It’s always good talking to you. Letting you know what’s up in my life. Sharing my woes. Happiness. Everything.
Thanks. For being a patient listener.

Goodnight.
XOXO

P.S: The universe is plotting to do good for (or against) you. Inverse Polaroid, ya know. All’s well 🙂

I think I ain’t sleep deprived

10 April, Friday
9:40 am

Heya!

So, am I sleep deprived. Not much, I think. Today at least I got a good three hour sleep. Exams from Monday. Yeah, and this is the last minute preparation. Not last minute per se but second last minute, I guess.

And some of the time, in which I supposed to be asleep, went into the strange talk, which I should have stopped with long ago.
Anyway, what now?

I’m studying Gears. From the online notes. Though I’ve downloaded them.

Have a lot to study. That’s obvious.

Everything will be fine now, don’t you worry.
Just take a chill pill.

See ya

XOXO Muaaahhhh

P.S: Life is beautiful, so are you! (Remember this, note to self)

Holi! And other things.

6 March, Friday
3:00 pm

Holiiiiii Haiiiii!! (It’s Holi!) – The festival of colours 🙂

Yesterday, my head looked like a rainbow and I looked like a joker. Enough said.

Anyway, the results for the third semester are out. 🙂 I’m all smiles and happy. I did so much better than the first and second semester. I cleared all the subjects. Things are going smooth. *Touchwood*

Um, I saw the movie ‘Into the Wild” yesterday. Anyone and everyone should watch this movie at least once. I loved it.
Just to warn, SPOILERS AHEAD
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He was one hell of a courageous person. Followed his dreams. Lived his life.. but Why? Why did he have to leave this world in the end? I was sad 😦

The last sentence he ever wrote was, “Happiness is only real when shared”. Haunting, right? I was dazed for quite some time after watching the movie. You know, the one you get lost into, the dreamy state kind of thing. Thinking over life. Just thinking. More like pondering over it.
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Anyway, so sometimes I think I don’t have that kind of passion so many people have. The one that drives you. Makes you want to live life.
Alright then, see you.

XOXO 🙂
Bye

Exams over! (for now)

27 December, Saturday
11:00 am

Hola people! 🙂

What’s up?

I’m happy. Smiling. Exams got over yesterday. Yay! Now holidays till 10th January.

You know, this time my exams went well. So much better than last year. Yeap.

What should I do now?
We’re going to watch PK, a movie, today evening.

BTW I’m listening to Lemonade by Cocorosie. I love this song. I heard it for the first time on Sunday and since then I’ve listened to it so many times. It’s just so different; soft, slow, calming, my new favourite.

Yesterday, after our exams got over, we (4 of us) went to CP. Went to this place called Oxford Bookstore. There’s a small cafe kind of thing called Cha Bar. The food was just alright. We had cheese toasties and arrabiata pasta. I guess we had high expectations.

Anyway, I have to read Room. I saw this book there, yesterday. I had read about it somewhere.

Now I’m listening to Gooey by Glass Animals. I like the song. Not the video though. I saw it just now, a little weird but the music is good.

Okay then, See ya.

XOXO 🙂