my dearest little one, this one is for you

21 January ’19, Monday
11:10 pm

my little baby, this one is for you
I love you
I always did
you’re the only person whom I ever hugged wholeheartedly
my little baby,
my darling
I just want to cuddle you, smother you with love
you’ll always be my darling

bee, I hope you’re happy wherever you are
you get to laze around in the bed all day long,
run carefree in the sun,
eat your favourite biscuits, and lots of chicken

bee, I love you
I love you
and I love you

prettiest bachha mera

bee, who will I take out for walks now
who will accompany me to mother dairy now
my little darling bee

you’re such a nice girl
bee
I love you

who will be waiting at the door for me now
wagging her tail
face lighting up
jumping up and down

my dear bee
I love you,
my dearest

I was leaving home. Travelling to another city. I said goodbye to everyone. Soon to meet again.
Then you took a few steps forward. Nudged, near me. I lightly brushed my fingers over your head. You wagged your tail. I hugged you, ever so lightly. After all, I’d meet you again. Little did I know, my little one. Little did I know. My last memory of you is your smiling face. Your pretty face. Your kind face. Your face, my dear little one. Your face.

I’ll miss your warmth. I’ll miss your smile. Soft and gentle.
oh how you slipped between the covers early morning, slept beside me, in the nooks and crannies, warm and soft
and I slept like a baby

I’ll miss you bee
I’ll miss you

We love you!!